It's not that she doesn't trust her current owner, or that they're no longer friends or anything, but it seems like Tails is bonding with me now. I don't know a lot about red pandas yet, but it seems to me that she wants to be my pet very much, and right now it's the current owner holding things back to make sure it will be all right.
Thinking about all this, something has changed in me. It's a strange sort of protective possessiveness, I think. I want to own Tails as much as I want to care for her. I want to take responsibility for her well-being.
I've had this sort of feeling before, in different contexts. It's the feeling I get when entering the wilderness, like I'm about to go into the unknown, but I feel prepared and ready. It's the feeling I get when I take the ski-lift up to the top of a steep hell of a mountain and prepare to go down the wrong side of it. I like this feeling.
Also, I want to go skydiving, but I don't think that is an appropriate activity for little furry creatures.
Maybe I can take her previous current owner skydiving?
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